I’ve been feeling overwhelmed, because even though I have been staying on top of things better than usual lately, at the end of the day I’ll think of all I’ve done and be happy…only then to realize seconds later that I have more to do tomorrow.
I’m not even angry about the abundance of things I have to do….actually I find I’m more productive in this state.
The only thing that frustrates me is this: In between getting all the big things done, tiny little sweet moments are lost.
I realized yesterday that I hadn’t taken a photo in like 2 weeks! And before that I think it was like a month!
I want pictures for my scrapbooks of course, but honestly, I want them mostly to hold on to the few fleeting seconds of Jackson’s childhood.
I want to remember all this sweetness I experience everyday.
20 years from now I won’t care that I paid such-and-such bill on time, or the grades I made on my school work……but I will delight in every single photograph….one by one.
I don’t want him to grow up…but I know he will.
I need to get back in line with what matters.
Family first, pictures second, everything else later.
Have a great day!